will be able to sleep.......still awake, go to sleep, exhausted, can't sleep, sleep, dream, work, adopt, sleep.....dear God please grant sleep, 3:54am, chocolate milk, really PTSD of chocolate milk in psych hospital, all I want to do us sleep....4:18am still awake, crying sets in, tired so tired, so blessed and thankful and yet here crying, no sleep, PTSD sucks, no sleep sucks, the devil sucks too, tired so tired, work, tired, sleep, Tylenol pm about 5-10 minutes ago, still awake, everyone else on this side of my world is asleep, 4:21am, crazy, am I crazy, no sick, no mentally ill, crazy, sick, ill, tired, people that aren't crazy sleep, hospital, 4:23am, sleep maybe, insane, insomniac, crazy, sad, tired, no sleep, just go to sleep, you need to rest, lay down, aren't you tired, rest, you need rest, if you don't go to sleep I am going to take you to the hospital..........
Sleep came....Went to work the next day and thru God's grace and mercy I made it thru the day.
Sometimes I hate the monsters inside of my head! PTSD and postpartum psychosis YOU SUCK.
again, really. 6 years and you still rear your evil head at me and haunt me! Relax, breath, read, try the couch, no one is awake, you are NOT suppose to be awake, everyone is sleeping, why aren't you sleeping. It is 2:00 am, go to sleep, why can't I sleep, tomorrow work,how will I function off of two hours of sleep, this sucks, tired, sleep, just go to sleep, melatonin?, 30 min and then I Sleep came....Went to work the next day and thru God's grace and mercy I made it thru the day.
Sometimes I hate the monsters inside of my head! PTSD and postpartum psychosis YOU SUCK.